The Numbers: April 30-May 27

I gained 1.5 lbs after a day of 1,010 intake, 626 calories burned and 48 oz of water.  I reached a new high weight.  Awesome.  My body is like a sponge.  I absorb everything except when you squeeze me nothing comes out.  Today my cals will be about the same except I burned 770 at the gym this morning.  I'm at 24 oz of water so far.  I'm taking bets on how much I'll gain tomorrow.  As I went to the gym today I wondered why I even bother.  I almost started crying on the elliptical.  When you do everything you are supposed to do and you still can't lose weight you are done.  I'm done.  Any shred of control I might of had before is totally gone.   There is no hope for me.  I am trapped inside this disgusting body that I'm hating right now.  I feel huge and I worry about when my clothes will stop fitting. 

So these are the numbers for the last month.  No progress.  No nothing.  I'm a pig.  I may or may not post them again until I reach the weight I want to be....which may or may not ever happen.

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Apr 30th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
4/30/12	1,118	960	620	340	-778	115.5
5/1/12	1,115	1,115	530	585	-530	115
5/2/12	1,121	1,103	0	1,103	-19	116
5/3/12	1,118	1,092	0	1,092	-26	115.5
5/4/12	1,118	1,206	0	1,206	88	115.5
5/5/12	1,118	970	0	970	-148	115.5
5/6/12	1,118	1,147	0	1,147	28	-----
1,384 calories under budget for the week
Gained 1 pound this week as measured from a starting weight of 114.5 on April 29th.

Nutrient Summary		% Calories
Fat	298g	34.9%
Saturated Fat	105g
Cholesterol	1,319mg
Sodium	11,802mg
Carbohydrates	964g	50.3%
Fiber	105g
Sugars	343g
Protein	285g	14.8%

Exercise Summary		Calories
Elliptical 60/620	1 Hour	620
Elliptical 530	1 Hour	530
Total	1150

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Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, May 7th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
5/7/12	875	920	0	920	45	116.5
5/8/12	875	1,134	250	884	9	116.5
5/9/12	871	990	0	990	119	116
5/10/12	1,115	1,130	0	1,130	15	115
5/11/12	1,111	1,907	0	1,907	796	114.5
5/12/12	1,115	1,126	275	850	-264	115
5/13/12	1,118	1,319	0	1,319	201	115.5
921 calories over budget for the week
No change in weight this week as measured from a starting weight of 115.5 on May 6th.

Nutrient Summary		% Calories
Fat	328g	33.7%
Saturated Fat	127g
Cholesterol	878mg
Sodium	14,420mg
Carbohydrates	1,111g	50.8%
Fiber	135g
Sugars	341g
Protein	338g	15.5%

Exercise Summary		Calories
Video: Element Ballet Conditioning	50 Min	275
Elliptical 30	30 Min	250
Total	525

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Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, May 14th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
5/14/12	881	964	590	374	-507	117.5
5/15/12	878	909	570	339	-539	117
5/16/12	946	989	0	989	43	116
5/17/12	946	927	0	927	-19	116
5/18/12	943	967	0	967	24	115.5
5/19/12	943	1,450	0	1,450	507	115.5
5/20/12	943	1,260	295	965	22	115.5
469 calories under budget for the week
No change in weight this week as measured from a starting weight of 115.5 on May 13th.

Nutrient Summary		% Calories
Fat	283g	33.1%
Saturated Fat	108g
Cholesterol	834mg
Sodium	12,326mg
Carbohydrates	955g	49.7%
Fiber	105g
Sugars	289g
Protein	331g	17.2%

Exercise Summary		Calories
Video: Element Ballet Conditioning	50 Min	295
Elliptical 590	1 Hour	590
Elliptical 60/570	1 Hour	570
Total	1455

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Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, May 21st

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
5/21/12	943	949	280	669	-274	115.5
5/22/12	950	775	0	775	-174	116.5
5/23/12	956	1,067	0	1,067	111	117.5
5/24/12	953	904	301	602	-350	117
5/25/12	943	909	0	909	-34	115.5
5/26/12	953	1,000	345	655	-298	117
5/27/12	956	1,010	626	384	-573	117.5
1,592 calories under budget for the week
Gained 2 pounds this week as measured from a starting weight of 115.5 on May 20th.

Nutrient Summary		% Calories
Fat	247g	32.7%
Saturated Fat	89g
Cholesterol	486mg
Sodium	12,101mg
Carbohydrates	899g	53%
Fiber	109g
Sugars	318g
Protein	244g	14.3%

Exercise Summary		Calories
Elliptical 280	30 Min	280
Video: Element Ballet Conditioning	50 Min	345
Situps	10 Min	23
Elliptical 30/290	30 Min	290
Elliptical 60/550	1 Hour	550
Stretching	15 Min	65
Total	1553