I Heart Christmas Vacation

I started getting sick on Christmas Eve.  I dismissed it because I never get sick and I figured it would be gone when I woke up the next day.  Not exactly.  I had some kind of weird stomach bug and my stomach was hurting all Christmas Day and the day after.  Every 10 minutes the stomach pains came making me miserable....but there is always the plus side.  It totally helped manage my eating.  Food was totally unappetizing and thinking about food sort of made me feel nauseated.  God I wish I could bottle up that feeling and bring it out on cue whenever I need it.  I ate dinner and managed a cookie and some ice cream for dessert.  No throwing up but I did have diarrhea all day the day after Christmas.  Very puzzling for someone who never gets sick.  Christmas with the family was great.

I worked out the day after Christmas.  Somehow I just knew I couldn't be sick for another day.  I have no idea how I made it through that work out.  The rest of the day I was wracked by stomach pains.  Hubby wouldn't let me go to the gym on Tuesday even though I felt well enough to.  I was SO mad because I really wanted to do 3 cardio days in a row before my hair appointment.  When I'm working it's very rare that I feel energetic or that I have the time to do it.  Oh well.  I did go and visit my girlfriend and her new baby.  She's not all that cute and I feel really bad for saying that but not all babies are and this one just isn't.  I always wonder if moms know when their babies aren't cute.  I went to the gym yesterday.  Hubby bought home pizza for dinner.  I didn't weigh in before I ate.  I just didn't want to know.  I ate three and didn't gain.  I LOVE it when that happens.  When I was only 115 at before bed I knew it was gonna be all good.

Today I was supposed to meet my ex for lunch but he texted me this morning and said he couldn't make it.  He's the one who kept asking when we were going to hang out.  I was just so busy that I told him probably not until Christmas Break.  He was even sketchy when we made the plans in the first place.  I had to pin it down.  I said Wednesday or Thursday.  He says OK but when I text him on Tuesday he says not Wednesday but Thursday would probably be OK.  I texted back, "What does probably mean?  It's either yes or no because I need to make my plans."  So he agreed to today but then flakes the day of.  He says his daughter has an appointment.  What, didn't he know about it before?  And chances are it's a lie.  He lied through his teeth when we were together.  He couldn't do this or that because he had to "take his daughter." I shouldn't be surprised.  He was a crappy boyfriend but he was generally a good friend and now he's not even that.  I didn't text him back because I wanted to make a smart comment like, "It figures."  Too bad because I had my outfit all planned, my hair is looking cute and I was going to look hot.  Call me evil but it's kind of nice rubbing my hotness and happiness in his face.  He says he has a girlfriend and will bring her when we all do happy hour in two weeks.  I am very interested to see what she's like.  I doubt she will look better then me but we shall see.  Anyways, I'm done making any kind of effort to hang out with him.  I stupidly put up with that crap he pulls when we were together but those days are OVER.

Today I did a yoga class at the gym and I'll be going back tomorrow.  It felt so good.  Then I did 30 minutes on the Elliptical after wards.  I love having all of this time and energy.  I've been staying up later because I'm not tired AND because I don't have to be up at the crack of dawn.  I can go to yoga classes.  I have time sit down on the couch and get through my DVR.  I'm not stressing out about when I'll clean the house.  This is the life.  People who don't have to work have it soooo made.  Weight wise I'm kind of hanging out where I have been and I've made my peace with that so it's OK.  For now.