Maintaining

My water load yesterday did not hurt me.  I had a BM in the morning then weighed in at 118.  I went off to the gym and burned 450 Cal's.  I have been entering my age and weight to ensure proper calculation of Cal's burned.  My legs are so sore!!!  I was going to clean house when I got home but I simply was not feeling it.  I could find no motivation to get started.  I'm doing laundry and I will be cooking dinner so that's just going to have to be good enough.  As long as I get the house cleaned by Thursday that will be good.  That way I don't have to deal with any cleaning at all during the last part of my Winter break.  The only thing I've eaten so far is pretzels.  When I walked in from the gym ravenous.  I wanted to devour candy and bread and anything in sight.  I actually should have had yogurt instead of pretzels.  I won't eat anything else until dinner time.  I'm making baked potatoes stuffed with ground beef and veggies.  I'm really wanting to keep my Cal's closer to 800-900 and definitely under 1000.  I didn't do such a good job of that last week but I need to step it up if I'm going to keep losing.  I'm so tired I might just take a nap.   I love mid day naps.  Jerry Springer is on.  I forgot how totally outrageous that show is.  Guests don't even sit.  They are all standing around and everyone is just waiting to see who's going to start fighting who first.  I can't believe people still watch it!!!

Thanks guys for your kind comments on pics in my last post.  I have been encouraged to post the last round.  Full frontal and full rear is not always flattering but whatever.  Here it is.  My body carries a lot of muscle.  It always has.  Oh, and about my buns!  I'm not so thrilled with the general sagging I see underneath my cheeks.  I'd like to tone it up but I guess as far as buns go it could be worse.  I was a gymnast growing up so I attribute my general shape to having done that.  I have an athletic more so then curvy hourglass build.  My pelvis doesn't jut out and even at my lowest weight never did.  Even when I was 150 lbs I didn't really look it.  People always guessed that I weighed much less then I actually did.  I mostly just looked bulky.  I'd venture to say kinda big but never fat. I absolutely cringe at old pics of me at that weight.  I was always totally solid and not flabby but my face was down right fat.  I had huge cheeks.  110 on me is pretty skinny looking but may not be on someone else. Nerisaga made a very true and realistic comment a couple posts back.  How you appear has a lot to do with your skeleton.  Do I really think there is any way I can alter my actual skeleton?  No.  It's not possible.  So, when it comes down to it I ultimately need to accept my skeleton!  It can't be changed.  I can only do so much.