116.0: Day Of Junk

Yesterday for dinner hubby cooked.  I cut my steak in half.  It seemed so big.  After dinner I still felt sort of hungry and definitely could have eaten the other half of that steak easy but didn't.  I haven't been down to 116 since JUNE!!  I'm still not sure if it will hold especially after this Day O' Junk.

We had to do some cleaning today at work because we are having important big wig visitors in our office next week.  To reward us for our efforts guess what we got?  FOOD!!!!  But of course.  It started out with mini chicken sandwiches from Chick Fil A.  I could have had more then two but I held back.  Then they gave us chocolates.  Then  muffins and pound cake appeared.  Then there was pizza.  Then there was about 3 different kinds of desserts.  Thank goodness I hadn't eaten my PBJ yet.  I did sample and eat a little bit of what I wanted in lieu of all of my typical work day snacks.  Not a lot of cal's for normal folks but for most of us it's a lot!  And, little to no nutritional value unless you count the cheese and veggies on the pizza.  I REALLY wanted to eat another slice of pizza but after seeing this calorie count I'm so glad I didn't.  Instead I grabbed two to take home.  I will either eat it myself or give it to hubby.  I didn't eat any of the snack sized chocolates.  I stashed them in my desk for next week.

I felt so greedy taking that pizza.  Oh what a pig.  And I try to do it so no one sees me for some reason.  Like I don't really want to be seen grabbing food.  Anyhow, it happened right when the janitor guy was being led over to come pick some food up.  He is so sweet and old and such a hard worker we try to be nice to him.  So I was just packing up the pizza when he came.  I was only going to take one but my co worker was saying just take 'em both.  So I took the last two and there was none left for him.  He got plenty of desserts but I felt like a complete shit.  Maybe I should have given them to him.  Oh well.

Yesterday's Eats: [890]

• Breakfast:  PBJ (240), Coffee (50)
• Lunch:  Caramel Popcorn (150)
• Snack:  Yoplait (100)
• Dinner:  Steak (200), Corn (50)
• Snack:  Pecan Twirl (100)

Today's Eat's:  [1236]

• Chic Fil A mini sandwiches [2] (186)
• Slice Pizza (400)
• Cake/Cookie treat thingy [2] (250)
• Pound Cake (400)