I am definitely struggling here. I have to laugh right now to keep from crying. I haven't taken a dump since a laxative induced Sunday. What goes in....stays in. I hardly pee and I'm not pooping. No wonder the number goes up despite all efforts. Once again I am holding onto everything. I did finally get sore from P90X as the day went on. Not terribly so but I could definitely feel it. I got home from work and hubby and I did the 1 1/2 hour yoga segment. It really is tough but it felt so good to get so stretched out. I came home and still weighed 120. After P90X I still weighed 120. I ate dinner and chose not to weigh before bed. I just couldn't handle it.
So, I am beginning to think I do have a superpower after all. It's called being fat! I still can't believe that I can do P90X two days in a row not eat too much and STILL gain weight. WTF?%%$$##@@!!!!?? I mean really now. Is my metabolism that bad? Did I eat that much? It's really getting ridiculous now. But what can I do at this point but keep forging ahead. I seriously need to loose 5 lbs. Well, make that 5.5 pounds now.
Yesterday's Eats: [815]
- Breakfast: PBJ (240), Coffee (50)
- Lunch: Carrots w/FF Ranch (95)
- Snack: Granola Bar (100)
- Dinner: Beef & Broccoli, Rice (250)
- Snack: String Cheese (80)
P90X Yoga: 1 1/2 hr
Aw, I'm sorry you're not doing so well right now. :(
ReplyDeleteJust keep at it, don't give up (as if that's an option, lol)... your body just needs to catch up. I'd bet, if you did p90x 2 more days, and kept up with your cals like you're doing, you'd see a difference. But you know yourself better than I do...
I just hope that things start looking up for you, soon.
You can do it!
Take care, xox