Hunger Pangs

Yesterday's Eats:  [855]

• PBJ (235), Coffee (50)
• Assorted Fruit (100)
• RF Cheese Its (150)
• String Cheese (80), Pecan Twirl (100), Tort Chips (140)

By the time I went to bed last night the hunger pangs were kicking in full force.  There were bagels yesterday at work but I stuck to the fruit.  Hubby asked what I was eating for dinner and I said "this" as I continued to munch on my tortilla chips.  He didn't challenge me at all.  He ate some left overs from Saturday's BBQ.  All that for .5 weight loss but hey, I'll take it.  I really earned that pain by being such a pig over the weekend.  I am surprised that my clothes still fit as loose as they do. I can usually detect any change like radar so even though my numbers have gone up I don't think there has been any change in my body size which is good.

Today I am actually planning on making dinner again.  Cabbage, Sausage, and Rice.  Which means stopping at the grocery store, coming home and heading straight into the kitchen.  I can eat a really small portion and hopefully make some more progress.  I feel so badly when there isn't food for hubby to eat for some reason.  I feel responsible for feeding him even though he really is the cook in the family.  I just want to make him happy and be a good wife. 

I was so tired yesterday. I came home listless and lifeless.  I can't sleep and it really takes it's toll on you that's for sure.  There has still been no sex since hubby got home.  I don't know how to make it happen.  I went over to him in my panties and tank top and sat on his lap.  I sent him a sexy text message but then when it seemed like he wasn't going to get it I went downstairs leaving my phone upstairs only to find out later that night that he did text me back twice saying he did want me.  Then, he kept saying he was tired and so was I so I just went on and took my shower and we got into bed around 8:45 pm.