Alone Weekend

Last night for dinner I ate chex mix and string cheese.  For my breakfast today I had PBJ and just had some tortilla chips and salsa with my friend who stopped by.  I also had wine and am feeling buzzed.  Which I like.  It was a day of errands.  I got some stuff accomplished so that's good.  I am maxed out on my spending.  It didn't take long.  I used the joint account today for some things I bought which I normally don't EVER do.  But, I also have a wedding to plan and gas to buy for the rest of the month.  I bought so much stuff for the house last weekend that I didn't leave much left over for anything else.  I used the joint account on items for the house but still....it felt weird.  Considering most of the money in there comes from hubby.  It reminds me of how limiting my income is.  I simply don't have the money to do a whole lot.  Sigh.  I bought a few things for the wedding online and there isn't going to be much money to get through the end of the month.  I just had a broke month last month and already here I am again in the same place.

But it's great to be in our new house.  There is space.  There is room to put things.  I feel like a real person living in a real house and I love it.  I know that hubby is much happier here.  This is more his speed.  He isn't used to having to "slum" it which is basically what he's been doing for the last 5 months living in a studio in the bad part of town with me.  He is gone for the weekend for work and I just feel like I'm just bumping around this house all by my lonesome.  I got a movie to watch and I'm going to eat some cheese and crackers for dinner.  I am cooking dinner tomorrow but I have no idea what.  I'll have to look at some cook books to figure it out.

I have a headache and feel so tired.  I am not really sure why since I got to sleep in-which for me meant about 8:30 am.  I'm going to eat my cheese n crackers for dinner and watch a movie now.