Space Between The Thighs

Yesterday's Eats:

• Breakfast:  PBJ, Coffee
• Lunch:  Side Salad (w/FF dressing), Onion Soup, Bread Roll (2)
• Snack:  14 Fat Free Candies

I had a do over yesterday.  We went to the same place for a co workers lunch that we went to on my B day when I was good and ordered a chicken salad but horrible in that I ate so much bread AND a dessert.  This time I did better. 

Last night try as I might I could not squeeze my legs together and make them touch all the way up and down.  No matter how hard I tried there was always a space.  That coveted space between the thighs.  That is my litmus test for how well or not well I'm doing.  There is no space when simply standing with my legs together but it seems a couple of weeks ago I was able to push them together hard enough with a little bit of effort to eliminate the space.  Now I can't.  That should be a good thing right?  Well it is but my victory is weighed down by the number I saw on the scale this morning. The weight did not come off overnight the way it did last night and I can only wonder why.  I did what I was supposed to do but was not rewarded for my efforts. 

Am I fat or not?  The scale says one thing but my thighs say another.