My wardrobe needs some serious help. I can't wait for the weather to officially change to Spring/Summer because I have plenty of those type of clothes for work. It's the winter clothes that are seriously lacking in options. I was late today because I simply could not find anything to put on. I feel like I wear the same thing every day and when that happens it usually means that it's time to update my wardrobe with a few extra tops at least. Obviously, I am not going to do that now but I will work on it for next Fall/Winter. In the meantime it needs to warm up already so I'll have something to wear.
Last night as I was falling asleep my mind was racing about this whole not having a renter thing. So far everything has worked out in this home finding process but that's because hubby was involved. Everything he touches turns to gold (except me apparently). But this condo thing is all me. That means there is a good chance that it won't work out. I am trying to figure out what 2nd job I could stand to take on. It has to be close, not involve serving food, and not be too retail oriented. So far my top pick would be to work at the gym down the street. The very same one I am not allowed to go to because I have not paid to upgrade my gym membership. It's close, I can wear comfy clothes and it seems to be fairly easy to scan people's card in. The thought of working in a clothing store is terrible. Other then the gym I could see myself trying to work in some other store at the nearby mall that doesn't sell clothes. Or if it does a small store-like maternity wear or something like that where you won't have droves of teeny boppers or women going in and out all day trying on tons of things and leaving them on the floor. Chances are these jobs will not earn me the extra $750 a month I would need to cover the condo mortgage but it will be better then nothing. I have to do something. Basically, if there is no renter I will be forced to get an extra part time job. It makes me very sad to think of this because I so look forward to my weekends but I don't know what other options I will have.
I am still fat. Last night was spaghetti for dinner on top of the typical workday snacks. The only addition to the workday snacks was as stick of string cheese a co worker told me I could have. My reward was an extra 1/2 pound this morning. I am so incredibly frustrated. I am so over it. I got all excited when I started loosing a couple weeks ago only to end up right back where I started. I'm not even doing anything all that different. It's really time to get tough and go hard core because obviously what I am doing right now is obviously not working out too well. There is no easy way for me.
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