Casadilla Friday

Last night right before bed I was 117. My legs still wouldn't touch together all the way up to my upper thigh even when I squeezed them in together. I have to double check now and then just to make sure especially when I get over 116 and feel chunky monkey. I Woke up this morning over a pound less which is not typical for me. Who knows. Part of why I do this whole diet thing is that I like the control but lately I don't feel in control at all because my body is responding and doing things that are totally unexpected.

I ate good yesterday. Work snacks. At home just a sandwich with about 1/2 cup of soup and some pretzels. I also ate a piece of string cheese. That's it. Tonight will be casadillas again. They are so good I can taste them already. I like it that it's something I know how to make well since he is the "cook" and I so clearly am not. It's only casadillas but still! I am thinking about having two and I know I will be having an ice cold beer. Hubby and I are going to watch a Friday night movie and stay in.

Hubby was driving me nuts when I got home last night. He was hyper and I had just got home from work. I was trying to go through my mail and get undressed and then I just wanted to watch HGTV. I also hate being "intercepted" when I am trying to get something done. Even if it's as simple as taking my dishes into the kitchen. It's like, "leave me alone!" Sometimes I just get into moods like that and I usually feel bad about it after. Especially 'cause he is such a wonderful sweetheart. The good thing is that I don't lash out. Hubby usually never knows that I was annoyed. The mood passes and then I am back to my old goofy self again.

It's going to rain this weekend. We have a wedding to go to on Saturday which could be my undoing depending on what food there is!! I hope they have an open bar! On Sunday my plan is to stay home and do as little and eat as little as possible.