Rainy Tired Monday Blues

It doesn't rain that often here but when it does I generally hate it. I awoke to the sound of rain coming down on the roof. Great if I get to stay cuddled up with hubby all day. Not so great if I have to drag my tired butt out of bed and go to work. I didn't sleep well last night so I am all kinds of exhausted and already want the day to be over.

Hubby came home around 11am yesterday from Vegas so we basically had the whole day to spend together which was nice. Sometimes I look at him and I just think...wow. This man loves me. It feels so good to be loved and I can hardly believe that I am lucky enough to have him. He pretty much saves me from myself. Without him, I would be such a total and complete mess. I am so glad to have him in my life. He just does not understand how much I love him and what having him in my life does for me.

Last night for dinner we had Santana's. This time I was good and just had the one beef taco and I had one of hubby's roll tacos which left him 4 in addition to his two tacos. Sometimes I really just wish I could eat like that. I had a beer with it and then shortly after had to get up and go #2 which was great because lately I haven't been as regular as I'd like. I wonder if it's the beef that revs things up.

Very happy with my weight this morning. I am eating another damn cookie. Haven't you heard? A cookie a day keeps the doctor away!!

Later in the work day: Around 3:45pm
There was a meeting today and so I took one of the left over little mini sandwiches. I took the bottom half of the bread off and that somehow made me feel better about eating it. I did go #2 around lunchtime so I was feeling incredibly light and I still do after the sandwich and my cheese its and about 5 tortilla chips . Granted, if I knew about the sandwiches before I ate my cheese it's I would have skipped them but oh well. Hubby wants to cook some kind of Chicken & Pasta meal for dinner and the key is to have a really small portion just like I've been planning. I think I can especially after having that sandwich which makes me feel like-OMG I ate lunch!! Which is basically a no no for the most part. I want to do really well and maintain my same weight tomorrow. If I go home and weight myself before eating and see a low number OR a high number it will motivate me to be good either way. I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!! I can do it!!