Lowest Weight

So, today at 115.5. Not my lowest, but is the lowest I've been at in a while. The last time I was at this weight I was totally and completely 100% obsessed. I don't feel that I am obsessed as I used to be although obviously it is still an issue. This morning when I was getting ready for work my stomach was just growling like crazy. I really don't know if or how long I can maintain this, but we shall see.

We went out to lunch on Tuesday for a co workers Birthday and that was probably the last time I ate "real" food. Even then I only ate a few bites of the lasagna, had one slice of pizza, minestrone soup and a piece of bread. I boxed up my whole lasagna entre. When I started eating my stomach actually started hurting. Like hunger pang hurting. I think it really wanted more food once it started getting some.

I am known at work as the "girl who doesn't eat." I was also dubbed "the yogurt lady" because that is the only thing they usually see me eat around lunch time. M even said, "oh, we're all wondering what you are going to order." This stigma of having a food thing just follows me even though I really try not to stand out. I actually think I'm normal. I end up saying a little too much about my eating habits because I really don't think it's a big deal. Then, I quickly find out that I am not exactly normal.