Still Good

Yesterday's Eats:

• Breakfast:  PBJ, Coffee
• Lunch:  Tortilla Chips
• Dinner:  String Cheese (2), 1/2 pc cake, Baby Carrots, Nuts

Yesterday I got home and just grabbed a few snacks without hubby really saying much.  Cool.  My biggest splurge is that I had 2 pieces of cheese which I usually NEVER DO.  Oh well.  I am feeling a little hungry but it's more like something that is a part of me right now then something that bothers me.  So that's good.  I haven't gotten into the 116's again yet but I am not frustrated.  Yet.  Usually the frustration comes from knowing that I have to restrict and I can't eat this or that and that I am suffering and starving with no result.  Since I don't really care about food right now restricting isn't bothering me.  I am confident with my state of mind in terms of food so that even though I have not dropped I am OK with it because I feel like I can hang in there just fine until the scale goes down.  If it goes on too long without any results then yes.  I'm gonna get pissed but for now I am OK.

At work a co worker from my old office was down at my office and commented that they must not be feeding me here and that I need to eat.  My friend was there and of course piped up as she always does "Oh she eats, trust me she eats."  Which is fine.  I'd rather be known as someone with magic metabolism then someone who starves.  Having a comment made that I am thin is validation for me that I am even though I am still hard on myself about the numbers that I want to be at.

This morning I had a reduced fat turkey bacon sandwich because I won't get home until close to 8pm.  No dinner planned for tonight really.  Just some bread probably.

I am feeling kind of bad because I feel like hubby and I have not had sex in a long time.  Well, it's been 2 weeks!!  I don't ever want us to loose that part of our relationship.  I think we have both been tired.  Last weekend was busy.  Getting home and collapsing into bed was all we could really do.