Holiday Party Success

I was so scared to weigh myself this morning. I did OK yesterday. I had my pbj, coffee, 3 See's Candies!!, and 1 cupcake. I skipped my usual work snacks to try to compensate a little for the junk. Hubby and I had stuffed shells and cheese and salad for dinner last night. It was this frozen meal and it actually tasted pretty good. I fixed my own plate and put 2 shells on it but after eating one I didn't want the second so I offered it to hubby and he said he'd eat 1/2 of it if I did so I did. The thing that worried me is that I had wine and 3 cheese/crackers. My stomach was feeling a bit bloated. My stomach started growling over night which I took as a good sign that it actually wasn't overloaded with food like I thought. There was a huge sigh of relief when the scale flashed 114.5.

I skipped my pbj this morning and had only coffee and 2 See's candy in preparation for the holiday party I just got back from. It is basically the 20 or so of us going to a restaurant during work hours and having lunch. It's a very nice gesture, it's free, and we get out of work so I'm not complaining too much. I requested the chicken wrap because it looked the most harmless. It came with a tiny amount of plain salad on the side. I ate exactly half the wrap and boxed the other half up to go so I was pretty proud of myself for that. There was a time where I simply would not have been able to stop myself from devouring the whole thing whether I was full or not. It was fun to look around to see what everyone ordered and who was part of the clean plate club. I saw a lot of the chicken tenders and waffle fries meal. Oh, those fries looked lovely and when I saw them on the menu that's what I really wanted to get. But I didn't. Everyone who got any kind of a wrap ate the whole darn thing except me. Dessert was a brownie and I did eat all of that.

Now dinner is totally out of the question so I am hoping upon hope that hubby isn't going to be expecting me to eat. I will immediately tell him that I am still full from lunch which I so am but so as not to ruin the fun I will help him cook or go out with him if that's what he wants but I will NOT be consuming anymore then a few bites or a side salad. No way no how. The best thing about it is that I don't even want to.

I wore my new leather jacket today. It fits me so perfect. I couldn't send it back even though everything tells me that I should not own a $160 jacket. You can just tell when things are quality and well made. It is such a hot jacket. I feel hot wearing it. I am also wearing my new black cigarette jeans and I like seeing that line of space between my thighs. I like being considered thin. I need it. Anything else is just unacceptable for me.